Yeilding

Lord, all my little well laid plans
have turned to vapor dust,
I need to give them all to You,
And, in fact, I must!
But I want what I want, 
and I want it my way!

I want to try just one last thing,
To have just one more say,
I want to do my own planning!
I'm never defeated, ok?
So.... I'll have what I want!
And I'll have it my way!

Ugh! Help me give all to You on this day
And practice submission to Your will,
I say that I listen and do things Your way,
But it seems that I fight You still!
Help me want what You want, 
and want it Your way!